[English Note] 【Diary】のWaiting for me の my dreams

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I hope you are not gonna give it up easily.

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BTW, you have change the name? I have remember you don't called name before~~~~
So, can I called your name Mumu as before?

Date：Oct 14 ,2012 I suddenly felt very tired and want a quiet period of time. I  played the paipai  is not very long, but not short. Has been liked its reason is that the paipai  to send brings me warm, kind of a feeling of home. I'll miss it here, also put a lot of emotion. I thought I could get along well with everyone ,  it  turned out to be naive. Wherever they have a unpleasant things, learn to let go, learn to forget, slowly will not care. I always said to myself.But I still can not deceive ourselves, I really care too much about, so to see that the message of the moment. I very disappointing cried. I was thinking ,I shoud  be  strong , this is just  a  frind of the network However ,I have become  accustomed  to  this person ，how  could  I  do ?

Date:27,  June   ,2013 Now, It  is  already three o'clock. But  I still sit in front of the computer also, no sleep  .I do not know, What  I was thinking . Maybe，I  was  crazy . A lot has happened  upon  these  days ,it   let  me  fell   a little tired  . Someone told me that this is the social ，You must learn how to hide your  little temper.  No one, as parents, stand your bad temper, to keep you warm.Courage comfort you every day .So you need  to learn to be independent, strong, brave.Only in this way, You  can  be more successful and less likely to be hurt . The most recent  ,I  get  a more thorough understanding of this sentence .In addition to family  , No one will without asking  something  for treat you as  sisters  and  brothers . So ,do  more  for  myself  and   do  more  for  my  parents .

Date:30,  June   ,2013
Yesterday    I   just    felt  so   tired  ,maybe  I  am  weary of  all  of  those  people  who  deceitful   , hypocritical  .
But  I  also  so  contradictory  . I want to quit  and  leave  here .  Then  go to the one who did not know  .
I  know  I  should not be so willfulness  and  let others Worry .  
I  just  want to  take  a  rest   for  some  days  for  nobody  with  me .
only  by  myself going   to  a  strange city , watching  strange  scenery,  and  seeing  some  strangers .
A suitcase  , a   camera  ,  a   person  and  a  city .
Today  ,I   am  considering whether I should resign .  I am so  upset .

I have a dream , that I'll be in USA some day , I'm waiting ,I'm watching , I'm looking for a chance . They laugh at me , or they just think the one who have capital to own this dream are themselves . I'm not rich , that' s the truth . Some of them do have much money , much richer than me , that's also the truth .
But I don't care .
HOLD ON , NEVER LOSE IT .
Fuck those people who look down our dreams !

不错哦。

2013.10.12


Today  is  Saturday ,  and   last  night  I  stayed up  all  night .
So   I   got  up  very  late  this  moring . when  it  is 11 am ,I  opened  my  eyes.
I  stayed at  home   by  myself   this   weekend  and did  not  want  to  eat  anything.
So   I  turned  on  the computer   to  the  Interent .
I   do  not  want  to  watch  TV ,listen  to  the  music ,also I  do  not  want  to  read  the  novel .
In   fact ,I  hate  one  weekend   by  myself  .
But   there  are  so many   thing   I  felt  hopeless,  
I  dared  not  to disturb  others  .
Everyday   I  felt  so  tired  .
I  missed   my   mom  and  dad  and  want  to  go  home.

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sometime， you can  go for a walk or  do something  with friends
Away from home by a friend