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一天晚上，我坐在一个声名狼藉的酒寮里，正迷糊着呢，视线突然被一只盛放杜松子酒或朗姆酒的大酒桶拽了过去。除了那只桶，屋里的家具寥寥无几。一个黑咕隆咚的家伙，正卧在那只巨桶上养神。我刚才就盯着那桶看了一会儿了，奇怪的是，居然才发现上面坐着那黑东西。我走过去摸了摸，是只块头跟普路托一样大的黑猫。除了一个地方之外，它简直和普路托毫无二致：普路托通体乌黑，没一根白毛；酒桶上的猫，整个胸部几乎都被一块白斑覆盖了。那白斑有些模糊不清。
One night as I sat, half stupefied, in a den of more than infamy, my attention was suddenly drawn to some black object, reposing upon the head of one of the immense hogsheads of Gin, or of Rum, which constituted the chief furniture of the apartment. I had been looking steadily at the top of this hogshead for some minutes, and what now caused me surprise was the fact that I had not sooner perceived the object thereupon. I approached it, and touched it with my hand. It was a black cat --a very large one --fully as large as Pluto, and closely resembling him in every respect but one. Pluto had not a white hair upon any portion of his body; but this cat had a large, although indefinite splotch of white, covering nearly the whole region of the breast.
有意思的是，我一触摸它，它就迅速站起身，呜呜直叫，还一遍遍蹭我的手。我的关注使它显得很高兴。正是我苦苦寻找的猫。我当场向店主人表示要买下它。不料店主却对猫一无所知，说是以前从没见过它，也就没开价。
Upon my touching him, he immediately arose, purred loudly, rubbed against my hand, and appeared delighted with my notice. This, then, was the very creature of which I was in search. I at once offered to purchase it of the landlord; but this person made no claim to it --knew nothing of it --had never seen it before.
我继续爱抚它。要动身回家时，猫流露出跟我走的样子。我任它跟着，一边走一边俯身拍拍它。猫一到我家，马上乖顺得不得了，片刻工夫就博取了妻的欢心。
I continued my caresses, and, when I prepared to go home, the animal evinced a disposition to accompany me. I permitted it to do so; occasionally stooping and patting it as I proceeded. When it reached the house it domesticated itself at once, and became immediately a great favorite with my wife.
可没过多久，我的心底深处就升起了一股对它的厌恶。真让我始料不及。到底怎么回事？我迷惑了。它显然是喜欢我的。它的喜欢却惹我嫌恶，令我恼火，慢慢地，变成仇恨。我的心里充满苦涩。我开始躲避它。羞愧加之对早先暴行的记忆，使我没动手欺侮它。几个星期过去了，我依然没动它一根寒毛。然而，时间长了，我心里渐渐生出一层说不出的憎恶，一瞄见它可恨的形象，就躲避瘟疫一样，悄然逃开。
For my own part, I soon found a dislike to it arising within me. This was just the reverse of what I had anticipated; but I know not how or why it was --its evident fondness for myself rather disgusted and annoyed. By slow degrees, these feelings of disgust and annoyance rose into the bitterness of hatred. I avoided the creature; a certain sense of shame, and the remembrance of my former deed of cruelty, preventing me from physically abusing it. I did not, for some weeks, strike, or otherwise violently ill use it; but gradually --very gradually --I came to look upon it with unutterable loathing, and to flee silently from its odious presence, as from the breath of a pestilence.
毫无疑问，这畜生招致我厌恶的原因，就是在我带它回家的第二天早晨，看到它和普路托一样，眼珠也被剜掉了一个。可我妻子竟然因而更疼爱它了。我上面说了，我妻子极其慈悲。以前我也这么慈悲。我曾因我的慈悲感受过无比纯正的快乐。
What added, no doubt, to my hatred of the beast, was the discovery, on the morning after I brought it home, that, like Pluto, it also had been deprived of one of its eyes. This circumstance, however, only endeared it to my wife, who, as I have already said, possessed, in a high degree, that humanity of feeling which had once been my distinguishing trait, and the source of many of my simplest and purest pleasures.
尽管我对这猫日益嫌憎，它反倒愈加眷恋我了，可以说是寸步不离。这般执著，恐怕您确实难以理解。只要我一坐下，它就自觉地蹲在椅子下，有时跳到我的膝上，百般示好，实在让人生厌；我一站起来走路，它就缠在我两腿间，几乎将我绊倒；再不就用又尖又长的爪子钩住我的衣服，顺势爬上我的胸口。那会子我恨不得一拳把它打死，可却未敢造次，部分原因是，我总在那个时候回忆起上次犯下的罪行，但更主要的——我还是快点承认吧——我是怕极了那家伙。
With my aversion to this cat, however, its partiality for myself seemed to increase. It followed my footsteps with a pertinacity which it would be difficult to make the reader comprehend. Whenever I sat, it would crouch beneath my chair, or spring upon my knees, covering me with its loathsome caresses. If I arose to walk it would get between my feet and thus nearly throw me down, or, fastening its long and sharp claws in my dress, clamber, in this manner, to my breast. At such times, although I longed to destroy it with a blow, I was yet withheld from so doing, partly it at by a memory of my former crime, but chiefly --let me confess it at once --by absolute dread of the beast.
这层害怕，倒不是生怕冲动起来，管不住自己而犯罪——唉，我也说不清是不是这样。即使现在身陷死牢，我也简直羞于承认，这猫在我心底激起的惊骇，竟然因脑中幻象的存在而变本加厉。妻子曾不止一次地要我留心看这只猫身上的白斑，我说过了，这怪物跟我杀掉的那只猫惟一的不同，就是这块白斑。想必您还记得，这白斑虽大，原本倒是很模糊的，可随着时光的推移，它明显异于往日，不知不觉间，竟然轮廓分明了。长久以来，我的理性一直拒绝这一点，我宁愿把它当成幻觉。眼下，我一提这家伙就毛骨悚然。我因此而厌恶它，惧怕它。要是有胆量，我早送它上西天了。老天！这家伙居然是个极端恐怖的意象——一个绞刑架！哦！这是多么可悲可怖的刑具！这是正法的刑具，让人饱尝痛楚的刑具，送人命的刑具啊！
This dread was not exactly a dread of physical evil-and yet I should be at a loss how otherwise to define it. I am almost ashamed to own --yes, even in this felon's cell, I am almost ashamed to own --that the terror and horror with which the animal inspired me, had been heightened by one of the merest chimaeras it would be possible to conceive. My wife had called my attention, more than once, to the character of the mark of white hair, of which I have spoken, and which constituted the sole visible difference between the strange beast and the one I had y si destroyed. The reader will remember that this mark, although large, had been originally very indefinite; but, by slow degrees --degrees nearly imperceptible, and which for a long time my Reason struggled to reject as fanciful --it had, at length, assumed a rigorous distinctness of outline. It was now the representation of an object that I shudder to name --and for this, above all, I loathed, and dreaded, and would have rid myself of the monster had I dared --it was now, I say, the image of a hideous --of a ghastly thing --of the GALLOWS! --oh, mournful and terrible engine of Horror and of Crime --of Agony and of Death!
至此，我已是沦落不堪。一只没有思想的畜生，因我轻侮地杀了它的同类，居然给我——一个上帝创造出来的人——带来了这样的灾难。呜呼，我再也不得安宁了。白天，这畜生纠缠不休，片刻都不放过我；夜晚，我时时从说不出有多骇人的噩梦中惊醒，醒来，它正往我脸上喷热气。我无力摆脱这一梦魇的具象。这畜生沉甸甸的肉身，一直压在心头。
And now was I indeed wretched beyond the wretchedness of mere Humanity. And a brute beast --whose fellow I had contemptuously destroyed --a brute beast to work out for me --for me a man, fashioned in the image of the High God --so much of insufferable wo! Alas! neither by day nor by night knew I the blessing of Rest any more! During the former the creature left me no moment alone; and, in the latter, I started, hourly, from dreams of unutterable fear, to find the hot breath of the thing upon my face, and its vast weight --an incarnate Night-Mare that I had no power to shake off --incumbent eternally upon my heart!
我身负这般煎熬，身上那点残余的温良便丧失殆尽了。意识中，全是见不得天日的邪恶意念。我平素就喜怒无常，而今，脾性越发极端，我开始痛恨所有的人和事。我管束不住自己，时常突发暗火。我完全没了判断力，一味放任自己。哎呀，妻子的日子就不好过了。可她毫无怨言，经常默默忍受我的暴虐。
Beneath the pressure of torments such as these, the feeble remnant of the good within me succumbed. Evil thoughts became my sole intimates --the darkest and most evil of thoughts. The moodiness of my usual temper increased to hatred of all things and of all mankind; while, from the sudden, frequent, and ungovernable outbursts of a fury to which I now blindly abandoned myself, my uncomplaining wife, alas! was the most usual and the most patient of sufferers.
穷困所迫，我们只好住在一栋老房子里。一天，为了点家务事，妻子陪我去老房子的地窖。猫尾随我走下陡峭的阶梯，差点绊我个倒栽葱。我气得发疯，抡起了斧头。盛怒之下，我忘了自己曾孩子一样惧怕它，因了那惧怕，我至今没对它下手。此刻我却记不得这些了。我对准这猫一斧砍去。如果斧头像我想的那样落下去，这厮当即就得毙命。谁知，妻子一把攥住了我的胳膊。她这一拦不当紧，我被激怒了，狂暴得热血冲顶。我挣脱她的手，一斧子劈在她的脑壳上。她都没来得及呻吟一声，就当场送了命。
One day she accompanied me, upon some household errand, into the cellar of the old building which our poverty compelled us to inhabit. The cat followed me down the steep stairs, and, nearly throwing me headlong, exasperated me to madness. Uplifting an axe, and forgetting, in my wrath, the childish dread which had hitherto stayed my hand, I aimed a blow at the animal which, of course, would have proved instantly fatal had it descended as I wished. But this blow was arrested by the hand of my wife. Goaded, by the interference, into a rage more than demoniacal, I withdrew my arm from her grasp and buried the axe in her brain. She fell dead upon the spot, without a groan.
干完这天理难容的杀人勾当，我立刻就苦苦思索藏匿尸首的事了。我知道，无论白天还是黑夜，要想把尸首搬出去，都有被邻里撞见的危险。种种方案走马灯一样在脑子里穿梭。我一会儿琢磨着剁碎它来个焚尸灭迹，一会儿想着在地窖里挖个洞埋了，再一转念，又思忖干脆扔到院子的井里去，或者像平日装货一样装进箱子，找个搬运工弄出去。后来我灵机一动，突然想出一个自认万全的计策：我决定把尸首砌进地窖的墙壁里。据记载，中世纪的僧侣就是这么把殉道者砌进墙壁的。
This hideous murder accomplished, I set myself forthwith, and with entire deliberation, to the task of concealing the body. I knew that I could not remove it from the house, either by day or by night, without the risk of being observed by the neighbors. Many projects entered my mind. At one period I thought of cutting the corpse into minute fragments, and destroying them by fire. At another, I resolved to dig a grave for it in the floor of the cellar. Again, I deliberated about casting it in the well in the yard --about packing it in a box, as if merchandize, with the usual arrangements, and so getting a porter to take it from the house. Finally I hit upon what I considered a far better expedient than either of these. I determined to wall it up in the cellar --as the monks of the middle ages are recorded to have walled up their victims.
这个地窖派这个用场再合适不过。地窖的墙壁造得不牢，新近又用粗糙的灰泥彻底粉刷了一遍，因地窖潮湿，灰泥还没干燥。巧的是，墙上有个地方，本是虚设的烟囱或壁炉，经填补后，也就跟别处毫无二致了。我确信自己很轻易地就能把这儿挖开，塞进尸首，再把墙原样砌好。保管谁都看不出任何破绽。
For a purpose such as this the cellar was well adapted. Its walls were loosely constructed, and had lately been plastered throughout with a rough plaster, which the dampness of the atmosphere had prevented from hardening. Moreover, in one of the walls was a projection, caused by a false chimney, or fireplace, that had been filled up, and made to resemble the rest of the cellar. I made no doubt that I could readily displace the at this point, insert the corpse, and wall the whole up as before, so that no eye could detect anything suspicious.
我照这个法子干了起来。我找了根铁棍，一下子就把砖头撬开了。为免尸首倒下，我很仔细地把它靠在里面的夹墙上。接着，没费劲就把墙堵死了。为了防止留下痕迹，我搞到石灰、黄沙和一些毛发，调配出的灰泥跟旧灰泥没什么区别，仔细地涂抹在新砌的砖墙上。粉饰太平之后，我感到很满意。墙壁看上去就跟没动过一样。连散落在地上的垃圾，我都万分谨慎地清扫干净了。我得意地四周打量一遍，心想：“总算没白忙乎。”
And in this calculation I was not deceived. By means of a crow-bar I easily dislodged the bricks, and, having carefully deposited the body against the inner wall, I propped it in that position, while, with little trouble, I re-laid the whole structure as it originally stood. Having procured mortar, sand, and hair, with every possible precaution, I prepared a plaster could not every poss be distinguished from the old, and with this I very carefully went over the new brick-work. When I had finished, I felt satisfied that all was right. The wall did not present the slightest appearance of having been disturbed. The rubbish on the floor was picked up with the minutest care. I looked around triumphantly, and said to myself --"Here at least, then, my labor has not been in vain."
接下来，该揪出那个制造惨祸的家伙了。我已横下心来，坚决要置它于死地。如果它现在出现在我面前，它必死无疑。可在我怒发冲冠的时候，那狡诈的家伙已脚底抹油了。它自然不会往熗口上撞。这蹲伏在我心口上的可恶畜生终于消失了。我如释重负，幸福得无以复加。猫一整夜都没露面。自从它来到我家，这是我睡上的第一个安稳觉。是啊，即使灵魂背负着杀人的重担，我依然睡得很香甜。
My next step was to look for the beast which had been the cause of so much wretchedness; for I had, at length, firmly resolved to put it to death. Had I been able to meet with it, at the moment, there could have been no doubt of its fate; but it appeared that the crafty animal had been alarmed at the violence of my previous anger, and forebore to present itself in my present mood. It is impossible to describe, or to imagine, the deep, the blissful sense of relief which the absence of the detested creature occasioned in my bosom. It did not make its appearance during the night --and thus for one night at least, since its introduction into the house, I soundly and tranquilly slept; aye, slept even with the burden of murder upon my soul!
第二天过去了。第三天也过去了。带给我巨大痛苦的猫还是没出现。我这才重新自由呼吸。哈！这怪物吓得逃之夭夭了！眼不见心不烦，我像是进入了极乐世界。杀害妻子的滔天大罪居然只在心头泛起一丝涟漪。警察调查过几次，被我三言两语就打发了，他们甚至还来搜了一次家，当然也没找出任何蛛丝马迹。我于是认为，将来的幸福有了保障。
The second and the third day passed, and still my tormentor came not. Once again I breathed as a free-man. The monster, in terror, had fled the premises forever! I should behold it no more! My happiness was supreme! The guilt of my dark deed disturbed me but little. Some few inquiries had been made, but these had been readily answered. Even a search had been instituted --but of course nothing was to be discovered. I looked upon my future felicity as secured.
不料，在我杀死妻子的第四天，家里开进了一队警察。他们又严密搜查了一番。藏尸的地方隐蔽得超乎想像，我自然一点都不感到慌乱。警官命令我陪他们四处搜查，连旮旯缝隙都没放过。搜到第三遍或是第四遍时，他们终于下了地窖。我连眼皮都没颤动一次，心跳平静得如同睡眠者均匀的呼吸。我从地窖这头走到那头，双臂当胸而抱，简直是来回漫步。警察完全对我放了心，都准备走了。我乐不自禁，为了表示得意，也为了让他们加倍相信我是无罪的，我恨不得马上说些什么，哪怕就一句也行。
Upon the fourth day of the assassination, a party of the police came, very unexpectedly, into the house, and proceeded again to make rigorous investigation of the premises. Secure, however, in the inscrutability of my place of concealment, I felt no embarrassment whatever. The officers bade me accompany them in their search. They left no nook or corner unexplored. At length, for the third or fourth time, they descended into the cellar. I quivered not in a muscle. My heart beat calmly as that of one who slumbers in innocence. I walked the cellar from end to end. I folded my arms upon my bosom, and roamed easily to and fro. The police were thoroughly satisfied and prepared to depart. The glee at my heart was too strong to be restrained. I burned to say if but one word, by way of triumph, and to render doubly sure their assurance of my guiltlessness.
他们刚抬脚跨上台阶，我还是忍不住开了口：“先生们，承蒙你们不再那么怀疑我，在下深感欣慰。祝各位身体健康。还望多多关照。对了，顺便说一句，这地窖非常坚固。”（我越是想说轻松点，越不知道究竟说的是什么）“这地窖可以说建造得太好了。这几堵墙，先生，要走了么？这几堵墙砌得很牢。”说到这里，我故作姿态起来，神经兮兮地抓起一根藤条，冲着藏匿爱妻的砖墙使劲敲打。
"Gentlemen," I said at last, as the party ascended the steps, "I delight to have allayed your suspicions. I wish you all health, and a little more courtesy. By the bye, gentlemen, this --this is a very well constructed house." (In the rabid desire to say something easily, I scarcely knew what I uttered at all.) --"I may say an excellently well constructed house. These walls --are you going, gentlemen? --these walls are solidly put together"; and here, through the mere phrenzy of bravado, I rapped heavily, with a cane which I held in my hand, upon that very portion of the brick-work behind which stood the corpse of the wife of my bosom.
主啊，把我从大恶魔的毒牙下拯救出来吧！敲击的回响尚未归于沉寂，就听得墓穴里传来了回应。是啼哭声。哭声开头还瓮声瓮气，断断续续，像孩子的抽泣。随即迅速变成尖锐的长啸，极为异常，惨绝人寰。这声声哀鸣，半是恐怖，半是得意，惟有地狱里受罪冤魂的惨叫和魔鬼见到遭天罚者的欢呼交相呼应，才有这样的效果。
But may God shield and deliver me from the fangs of the Arch-Fiend! No sooner had the reverberation of my blows sunk into silence than I was answered by a voice from within the tomb! --by a cry, at first muffled and broken, like the sobbing of a child, and then quickly swelling into one long, loud, and continuous scream, utterly anomalous and inhuman --a howl --a wailing shriek, half of horror and half of triumph, such as might have arisen only out of hell, conjointly from the throats of the damned in their agony and of the demons that exult in the damnation.
我当时的想法说来荒唐。我头脑昏沉，踉跄着走到对面那堵墙边。阶梯上的警察惊惧万状，一时呆若木鸡。过了一会儿，才有十来条粗壮的胳膊挥舞着撞向墙壁。整堵墙全倒了。那具尸首笔直地戳在大家眼前。尸首已腐烂不堪，凝满血块，头顶上，蹲伏着那只骇人的猫，张着血盆大口，独眼里冒着火。原来是它捣的鬼。先诱使我杀了妻子，后用叫声报警，把我送上绞刑架。我竟把这怪物砌进墓墙了！
Of my own thoughts it is folly to speak. Swooning, I staggered to the opposite wall. For one instant the party upon the stairs remained motionless, through extremity of terror and of awe. In the next, a dozen stout arms were tolling at the wall. It fell bodily. The corpse, already greatly decayed and clotted with gore, stood erect before the eyes of the spectators. Upon its head, with red extended mouth and solitary eye of fire, sat the hideous beast whose craft had seduced me into murder, and whose informing voice had consigned me to the hangman. I had walled the monster up within the tomb! |
